a Fwen of mine..

notin 2 say actually..but i read one of ma fwen Blog..hee i like the post that she posted..

"sometimes i get confused.

should i find?

or should i just wait?

i keep finding,

but there's nothing.

so i decide to wait.

and when you come,

i will smile and say

"Hello"

"i've been waiting for you" "

i like the last paragraph..tanxxx

oN ma OWn..

mmg Pnat klu Nk difikir en blek...tpi nk wt cmner..Kne posItive sket la..

Klu Kte nk sumtin..kte kne Brusahe..x boley la hnye brharap n mahu en ia jtuh bergolek begitu jer..

everibodi Hav Their Own way..juz Like wat i leaRned in communication Skills..

there were a certain culture in our daily Life work..

hmm mmndag en dnia skg ney duet adla sgale nyer terpkse la kne brkoban tenage n letih sket..

well benefit nyer kte akn dpt kmudian jgak..heee

like the peribhase.."smbil mnyelam mnum aer"..

hehe..to me okie gak..mse di gune en ngn btol..xde la busan asek onine jer..xdpt pape un..

bter we use our precious tme so we get an awesome benefit in our future..

so all depend on da attitude..in every factor la..

hendak sribu daye, x mahu sribu dalih...

2 jer..

plan ahead...

abOut sOng..

wel ma oPinion..
dun u Tink song can Be da cuRe But sumtme It da Most irriTating to Hear..


HmM tHen chooSe da Bes Song 4 UrseLf..

coZ
       sumTme it influence Us in Our dailY acTion..

sO cHoosE da Song of Ur way...

thE waY of yOurs..

im sory for misunderstand wit da way u express urself..
and for da felin and attention dat was given..


im juz hepi wit da way how u treat me,

the way u make me laugh,

the way u care about me,

the way u notice me when nobodi doesnt,

the way u make me feel...

"hey sumone is acknowledge ma existence..."

hmm everibodi hav their own reason...

to FinD a Cure..

everything has it own solve,
so wat ever happen keep throught it wit patience,
haha..i like diz lyrics

"In the beginning, I tried to warn you
You play with fire, its gonna burn you
And here we are now, same situation,
You never listen, I never listen
Now I'm thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away?"

by good charlotte - victim of love

notin more..

juz diz song ease me..

......

i hate maself.....

sng sgt untuk berjatuh cinta..,

iT juZ anoTher stuPidiTy i hav doNe

ye..benar..ati aku skit,
aku hnye mnusia biase..aku kne tabah,
mcm sblom nie..sabar..nie la dugaan aku..,
mus..x smue yg kite harap en kte boley dpt..
tenang la mghadapi nya..menangis la ko jika ko mahu..tpi jgn la ko tnjukan emosi ko..

kakak ku berkate :

"syg x smsti nya kte kene memiliki nya,
declaration of kapel is juz dat u wan to claim him/her is yours..
if u loves sumbody, then let them go, if the return bac to u, then they are meant for u"

bwk lah diri ko berfikir dgn betul..
ati aku mcm disentap...
salah kah aku nie terlalu baek..
knape manusia mcm aku x pena mndapat pluang yg dharap en..
aku mmg mcm nie ker..mmg xde hope..
xde spe nk..aku je yg prasaan,
serve me right..
it not ma time yet..haha
kenape yer..i hate ma self...
u r too much pathetic mus..
u suck..u juz too naive..
klu la aku boley tunjuk ati aku kt die..
aku nk die taw..aku jujur cinta kan beliau..
cme i wont get any chance..
xde jdoh..
mmg nie curse aku..ats perbuatan aku sndri..
trime ajela the truth n da truth is most painful..
she juz being onest..u should feel glad..
i duno where to put ma feelin animore..
if it can juz be erased by eraser or correction pen..

aku hanye mmpu brkate aku sdey..
tpi x brmkne perkataan kwan itu lenyap..
aku kene percaye kate2 kakak ku..
syg x smti nya memiliki..
dikau bkn lah sialan,
ia kerana kau hnye x mahu lukakan perasaan ku
siapakah aku ney..besar sgt kah drjat ku..

cinta yg x kesampaian......



juz a song..
notin more..

haha aku rindu kan nyayian dikau.."kita di tkdir bersame riang gembira..."

goin tO where i can reaCh..

wel felin depress is of coz part of mature human,
tanx to da people listen ma heart dat wana shout, scream,
tanx 4 listenin..ease ma felin..
tanx acommpnyin to every we go..n tanx 4 da drection even da instruction given kinda mess..hahaaha ntah pape,
tanx 2 you i noe about liltle bit K.L road..yea baby..haha

sry for troublin u too much,
but i noe u r da trustful fwen i hav,
i noe u i'll hear to all wat i feel,
tanx bro..
im glad i hav a fwen like u..

sUmtin MisSing..

wel actly there is sumtin dat i missin,
now i noe it..
its ur smile wen u meet me,
badly missin dat smile of yours...

X)

wen i need a place to hang ma heart,
u there for me,
tanx for always accompnying ma heart all da way...
as u said sumday we wil be apart..
i dun wan 2 face dat day..please begone the day..
i noe it gona hurt ma heart a lot..
do u feel da same..??
i wish i knew..

tHe day I hAd to go ThRough

terlalu byk bnde yg aku pkir en,

aku mls nk pkir bebyk sgt,

mcm2 aku rse skg,

sedih, skit ati, kecewa, keseorngan...

hmm byk tol dugaan,

mgkin ats perbuatan aku sendri, spe tahu..

aku nk bwt ape yg aku mmpu,

tpi ibuku berkate "klu bwt hnye yg mmpu, then dpt la hnye yg mmpu"..sigh..

aku xnk la hnye takat 2, aku mahu lebih..

aku cube untk mnjadi seorunk yg heartless,

lntak la ape org nk kate kt aku, nk pndg aku mcm ne un,

it ur problem..not mine..

klu la stiap plan itu brjlan sperti drncang en sronok..

hakikat nyer..x smue itu indah..

termasuk la dri ini..


kenaper,
perasaan aku semakin terusik,
padahal aku boley endah en begitu sahaja,
adakah sbb aku sygkn dia,
tpi x perlu smpi bgini ko fkir kan whai diri..


btol lah dikata kan oleh rakan2..,
biler hati mula berputik,
ko x akan amek peduli bgaimana paras rupa dan kelemahan nya,
tpi hati aku sedih bila mnyedari kelemahan sifat si dia,
hatiku menagis dan aku tidak tahu kenapa,
mmg aku sedari stiap manusia ada kelemahan,
termasuk lah diri ini yg tdk seberapa,
inilah corat coret kehidupan agak nya,
berjumpa dengan pelbagai manusia,
aku harus tabah dan sabar..


byk lgie perkare manis dan pahit harus aku hadapi,
belajarlah wahai diri dan hati..
nilai la sesuatu dengan sebaek nya..