Not ReaDy

I just felt that i'm still not ready for this.
This kind of feeling is very complicated even myself unsure with it.

I just can't.
= S

aku & dia

oke ramai membe - membe aku ckp yg muke aku nie mirip - mirip isma yusof.
Spe die tu?? aku sendiri x kenal haha.
tapi aku ad wat selidik menyelidik neyh. Jadi Inilah dia isma yusof tuh yg diorang ckp mirip - mirip aku :

                         yang nie aku x sure awek die ke ape yg pnting taste die same ngn aku..haha

klu die bole dpt yg cun aku pown boleh jugak la kot..huhu ^.^..kiddin je weh..
jadik, korunk compare2 la kan same ade same ke tak..

chteau~

HecTic has runaWay

Hell yeah!! tu lah perkataan yg aku nk sebut sbb minggu- minggu yg lepas telah mmbuatkn aku menjadi serabut dan kuca lana dengan gruprojek n miniprojek, repot itu n repot ini, presentation itu dan ini. Sekarang?? aku bebas hanya perlu berdepan dengan final - final exam yang bkal mnentukan pointer aku utk sem ini.

Ape yg aku akan buat??

Aku akan buat ini : "Permulaan awal untuk melakukan sesuatu perkara dengan mempraktiskannya atau bersedia dengan membuat latihan adalah seperti sebuah momentum yang akan memberi impak sama ada Izod atau charlie (kepada engineer - engineer mereka mungkin akan faham) yang mantap pada sesebuah objek.."

Jadi, aku akan cuba buat perkara di atas untuk final aku. Kepada rakan - rakan aku yg lain yg juga akan menghadapi peperiksaan, aku cume mahu ucapkan "Semoga Berjaya bersama kaler - kaler yang beterbangan.."

Sekian

lame sungguh..

da berhabuk da belog aku neyh..byase laa bz cket sem neyh..huhu..
kate nk dekan ( dlm mimpi laa.. ). actly, byk ak da pk nk post lam blog ak cme tme ilham tue dtg, tme tu lerr tenet nk wat selow..klu ksi race ngn siput spongebob gary tuh un kompem gary tuh mnag..klu nk dbnding en dengan kutu babi, ase nyer dorunk siap ley nganjing2 ag kot..haih neyh la die klu da pki line celcom..bale bale..

mse lam ak x tulih belog ak, mcm2 idea dtg..cume ak x ready ag nk post sbb x ckop impak korunk nk bace..
so, hold on dlu.

cm pepatah omputeh tuh " a wise man speak when they needed.." haha.

Buat mase skg neyh lam pale otak ak hnye bole mngatakan ak tramat busaanngg duduk di bumi perlis neyh. Sbb ape busan..?? ak xleyh gtaw..korunk kne dtg sndri and bwt konklusi memasing..stiap org berbeza perspektif mereka..huhu.

Tpi ak ksi nsihat spe2 yg gler jln2 tuh bek korunk jaoh2 la kn diri except korunkk da stnby bwk pasport la..at least bole fly gi siam..hehe. Mcm2 ade kot, baju, makanan, brg2 berapi (senjata api), dan ayam. Haa korunk jgn pkir len plak, ayam aku mksud tuh ayam yg boleyh bwk goreng tuh n wat makan..hehe.

ak ase takat ney jela kot ak cter..yg len tuh myb len kli..

n.n

-.-

My world became small since i surrounding by great people. This thing always make me out of confident doing thing because everytime i finished doing some work there always will be a judge-mental psychopath comes from no where and gives criticized about my work like "Ade ke bende camni wujud??", "x logik arr..", "asl ko bwt mcm neyh, ko ske susah kn dri en??", "owh cmtu..(so lame this idea)". Okay, i know that i'm not good as they who comes from boarding school, MRSM, Cluster technical school and a person who really are wannabe an engineer. I'm not a person came with good result, it was just i'm luckily got entered this university. My dream isn't to become an engineer. When i was a kid i always said to my parent that my dream are become an engineer. I said so because i was told that engineer salary was expensive, that why i wanna to be an engineer. Every person will always come to it peak where he or she can't do thing, when they pursue something even they not interested. I am one of them, right now i become hesitated on my life. What i should become. I just felt that my life become so hard now. Sometimes i put an effort on the top notch but the result always disappoint me. It feel sad when people are expecting something good that i'm gonna get. Right now, environmental really influencing me.

               I really enjoyed when shooting picture, listen to the song, cooking, watching movie and stuff liked that. Honestly, i really felt depressed with my life.Before i came to this place where i'm still not continue my study, lot of friend of mine received lot of letters from education institution. Except me, only a letter was on the table that time offering me to continue my studies. It left me no choice, i had to. Beginning of my studies it all alright and okay to me. Until in the middle of semester 2, where a girl came into my life and upside down all i had in me. Despite her, at least i'm learn something. There will be a time where i'm gonna say what an engineer need in their life. When i'm home, i really envy with my friend which they continue their studies in the field they really interested. Right now, i'm really stuck with my life..

the playful ones..

He came to our life bring a lot of happiness and havoc that makes our house become full of joy. Even, he came with illness like "kurap2" but with the faith of my sister that we will heal him. A few weeks later, the illness gone. We are happy with that coz he's fine. We name it as Odie. He was very playful, everything he saw i'll become as his toys. Even my sister socks. The way he play never show that he ever will tired of a games. He really easy on making friend. In just a few week, he already can make friends with our another cat. Since, the other also kinda playful. With his playful personality, he was loved by our family especially my sister.

When he play, i can sense that the other also happy to play with him. Every night, my sister will take him out from his cage seem he really like littering inside the house. He will play with the other like there no7. tomorrow. He was really happy when he able being outside. Things that he will do everyday :
1. Play
2. Eat and Drink
3. Play
4. Choosing things that can be his toy
5. Play
6. Chasing the other cat
7. Break for a drink
8 Play
9. Play With my sister
10. Play on the garden
11. Climbing the tree

How to shut him down is by putting back into the cage.

Here the picture of him when he started to play :

chomell kn..??

luvin it when he making that face x)

Until one days, he came to us and making face to be pampered. It all of sudden and i still don't notice it.
a few day later, he start to threw up and saliva keep came out from his mouth. We just though that he get some light illness. Things getting worse when he started to stop eating. Worried strikes us. We took him meet the veterinaries. It true that he was fell sick.

The main of the sick was he was infected by virus called A.F.I.

They gave us tips and advice to heal him. We do what they told and plus with the supplement for him. Things still don't show any positive result.

For your information, the virus was the strongest virus for a cat's virus. He still a kitten. The doctor only said "if thing still didn't change, just pray to the that he will survive from the virus..". Sudden feel came into my heart and for sure it was sad feeling. But still i won't give until he survive from his illness. I gave my best try to save him. I know he's strong. From his condition, it really make me feel sad. I hoping that he will given a chance to live until he become an adult cats.

3 a.m.
he still lying on the cage with his eyes open showing that he can't sleep. I laid my hand on him. The day after, a text message came in written " Odie da kembali ke pangkuan tuhan.." .

I close my eyes, i said to myself i'm failed again. Where can i find a cat as playful as you. I'm just want to see you grown as an adult. I'm pity for my sis. That is her beloved cat.

That was the story of the playful one that was part of my life.

p/s : sori, ak x memahami cara engkau cube sampaikn selamat tinggal
       = C

ProbLem..

Well, have you had a moment where when you looking at a people, where you try to give a smile but sadly those smile never get a feedback. Then, a sudden thought strike you which contain full of bad message. Most of people tend to do this, i don't even know what actually the main source that make people this way.Usually, those thought is easily to be accept by it owner, no offence at all.

It's rare to meet a people that always look on the brightside. Try to open our mind and become a little wiser than before. Try to think a little more further than before. What i try so say is, everybody had their own problem. Everybody had to solve their own problem. Don't judge them by just looking on their faces. Just because you didn't had a smile back, you make your own assumption. Every person is a different person. They will never be the same. In a movie, the director create a storyline where the exist a people have a same characteristic which is same 100%. In other word, the other person is a clone of the origin but have a different faces. LoL. Such a dramatic storyline which easily to find on the korean drama series. I'm not saying only on korean drama stories only, other country drama series also the same. The tittle 'drama' is already will give us an image of what it is. People that surrounding with problem they mostly will ignore the environmental. They not being arrogant or anti-social, it just because they will try to find out a solution as fast as they could. Nobody wanna to be burden with problem such a long time.

People attitude is not state on their face. Be a little bit understanding. It's not wrong after all. Don't give a crap if people don't respond on your smile, after all " Senyum itu adalah satu Sedekah ".

^.^